Moving On

Lately I've felt very depressed
due to certain challenges that GOD has given me
I guess its a necessity for me in life
so that I can face them and go through it
even if it requires me to endure devastating pain.

LOVE
It is an expression or a feeling
that creates confusion in human beings
such as myself and the people around me
To know that one can love is joyful
But to know that one cannot love is tormenting

* Just like a diamond
* Makes me feel alive like a spark
Witnessing * eyes is exactly like blooming cherry blossoms
It mesmerizes ones soul so deep
as if you witnessed a glimpse of HEAVEN

But like diamonds
* cuts hearts so deep
it can turn ones eyes into waterfalls
To stop loving * its difficult
as if your telling me to not breathe air for eternity

So pain yet so sad
Even though she may have
already found her knight and shining armor
It breaks ones heart into a million pieces
but if * happy, then I'm glad

As time moves on
for it is inevitable to any living creature
I must move on
and forgot the past
for it is the right thing to do
and with GOD's grace
I hope that I'll be
ALRIGHT.

✟Self Reflection 2 - ✓

Ahh.. Greetings to all of you. Its been quite a hectic and heart - breaking week. Well anyways I think it's another time for me to have a self reflection again but this time I'll do things a lil differently. I'd probably got this idea from Sivik which is still a conspiracy made by the government to scam our money by making people to buy their books. Nevertheless here we go.

Firstly I think I am gonna stop DOTA. Yes you've got it right. I think I am gonna stop DOTA because it has caused lots of stress and problems with my life. Most of the foul words coming out from my mouth is mostly in dota with schoolmates which Caroline should NOT know. If i were to stop DOTA, I'd probably have more time to do other stuffs such as hanging out with friends ( not hanging out in cybercafe ). Not only that, I will also have alot of time to do my homework and study that is if I do study. Even though so, I'm still not sure yet but only time will tell.

Secondly, I've recently started daily devotion which is titled "Our Daily Bread" which is not only useful and meaningful but amazing because its kinda cool that someone can write all these for 3 months lasting. Just like what Vannessa told us during youth, we should continue doing daily devotions. No matter wether we have finished doing it or stopped cause of boredom or even somehow we just lost track, WE ALL should continue to do our daily devotion.

Third and lastly, I'm gonna do my best to stop saying foul words that Caroline and Jenny do not know of. Yes in church I might not say it at all or maybe just a little but in school its like a machine gun shooting bullets. No, im not proud of this. Every week I go to church and we keep saying forgive" us for our sins as we forgive those who sin againts us in thought, word and deed...". It might not be the exact words I assume but if I keep saying this and dont try my best to stop then I dont really see the point in saying this.

With that, I hope to be a better person. No, I'm not trying to be perfect because GOD didn't made us perfect. If he did then it probably be useless. Nobody's perfect. Not me. Not you. Noone. Only God is PERFECT.

P.S = If life had a formulae, then we wouldn't be in a real world.

Do we make the RIGHT CHOICES?

Now I've became a Christian for 2 years now. Though Im not baptised yet, but I believe in the Lord and praise him everyday. So I've started doing daily devotions since a week or so to further improve my bible knowledge and help to become a better Christian. One of the devotions that Ive just read and I find it very interesting was about CHOICES.

Just like God gave Adam and Eve choices. HE gave them the freedom to eat of all the trees in Eden except ONE TREE. They chose the wrong choice though and they were punished for that. Some people may accuse GOD of trying to control their lives but HE gave them choices.

GOD does draws boundary lines but its for our own protection. David ( Not David Lee ) understood this. Read Ps. 119:98-101 .

Lord, help us to obey Your Word,
To heed Your still, small voice ;
And may we not be swayed by men,
But make Your will our choice. - D. De Haan

God's Commandments were given to fulfill us, not to frustrate us.

Michael Jackson - King Of Pop Forever

Micheal Jackson has died after suffering what is believed to have been a cardiac arrest in Los Angeles.

The singer, 50, was pronounced dead soon after he arrived at an LA hospital.

The LA Coroner has confirmed his death.

Lieutenant Fred Corral told CNN Jackson was pronounced dead at 2:26pm (7.26am) local time after reportedly suffering a cardiac arrest, but not a heart attack.

"I can tell you at this time that we were notified by West Los Angeles Police Department detectives that Mr Jackson was transported ... to the hospital, and upon admitting, he was unresponsive and was pronounced dead at approximately 2:26 this afternoon," Corral told CNN.

Today is a sad day for everyone who has ever loved Micheal Jackson. Wether you love him or not he is still the King of Pop in the hearts of millions and possibly billions. Even though he is gone now but 1 thing for sure is that he will never be forgotten by anyone for he is IMMORTAL. (Figuratively speaking )

Michael Jackson. U RoX

Coming To You Live From Alor Setar Its... Luiz

Hello Everybody. Its Luiz giving to you the latest update from Alor Setar. So what attracts the people to Alor Setar? Its PADI!!!! Yes people padi/beras/rice/paddy/nasi/fan. I don't know whats rice in Tamil ( Sorry Matthew). Im currently with my family back here in Alor Setar but were not gonna go to the kampung there which I hoped to go but nvm lah still got other chances. My whole journey to A.S from my house is 8 hours. Hahaha what a long time when I could be doing something else ( NOT DOTA). Had some chit chat with the relatives and having the wedding tomorrow. Well Im gonna go now cause I have stuff to do later on and the laptop's battery is gonna die. Better off now. So I hope I will be able to SURVIVE H1N1 or aka HINI. Ciao

Teachers

Everyone has a good & bad teacher(s). So during the previous episode on Youth, we had a discussion with the other youth members on teachers. My bad teacher would be Teacher Durian. GOD didnt create us to be perfect but this is just my opinion about T.D. Why I dont like her is because

1) T.D. looks like a drug addict.

2) T.D. always scream for ABSOLUTELY NO REASON AT ALL DURING THE WHOLE LESSON.

3) T.D. scolds people using wrong terms. If people forgot to bring book then she say attitude

problem. WTF?

4) T.D. likes to shout out ridiculous stupid words.

5) T.D. teaches using the old chinese disiplin way. WERE NOT IN NORTH KOREA T.D!

6) T.D. gives a retardedly huge amount of work.

7) T.D. is super thin. Thinner than me.

8) T.D. is a ketua panitia ( the tai lou of a subject ).

9) T.D. hits people with objects.

10) T.D. has a problem with people who enters classes a little late and questions them.

Now the Good teacher. Lets call him Dr.H for short. He is my tuition teacher. These are the following reasons why he is a good teacher.

1) Dr.H allows me to eat during tuition.

2) Dr.H allows me to listen to music during tuition.

3) Dr.H always ask me how am I.

4) Dr.H sometimes offer me food.

5) Dr.H teaches me very well.

6) Dr.H always asks if Im alright with the question.

7) Dr.H still teaches me even though I'm the only student there.

8) Dr.H is willing to fetch me to tuition when I have no transport.

9) Dr.H always encourage me when I feel like giving up on the subject.

10) Dr.H always tell me advices on my Christian Life

11) Dr.H sometimes laugh when I get stuck with a question.

12) Dr.H always admits if he made a mistake in teaching ( Most teachers wouldnt dare to do ).

13) Dr.H doesn't give any homework.

14) Dr.H sometimes talk to me about his family and shows me his decorations and stuff.

15) Lastly, Dr.H makes me feel like a very close friend to him.

So there you go. You can see that the bad teacher would normally make you feel crappy and angry where as the good teacher always make you feel better and inspires you to be a better person.

I DEDICATE THIS SIMPLE WORDS TO MY GREAT TEACHER.

THANK YOU.

Money Kills!

Money

Is it the source of greediness (tamahak) and all evil? To me, I think it is but the real question is.. What would YOU do if you had all the money in the world as much as the above picture. Truthfully, I would buy myself a sports car, a mansion, a private jet and probably spend it on items I think is cool. Well I'm only human.. Would you give all your money to orphans, charities, people in need, beggars, your children or give it to GOD as offering? Giving all the money you have to GOD is a very very very wonderful thing but don't you think that's just ridiculous?

We need money everyday to buy food, pay taxes ( government scandal ), pay our debts, buy fuel for car, electricity, water, etc. Money can really change someones life. Some people in the world would commit sins for money even if it means killing which is against one of the 10 commandments. Though we will never know how the world would be if money never existed in this world. Conclusively, money is neither bad nor good but it can change peoples life...

When were you born?

1. Start from the month you were born. ( January = 1, February = 2,...)

2. Multiply it by 4. Add 13.

3. Multiply by 25. Subtract 200.

4. Add the day of the month that you were born.

5. Multiply by 2. Subtract 400.

6. Multiply by 50 and add the last two digits of the year that you were born.

7. Subtract 10500.

8.What is your answer? Isn't it strange that your birth - month, day and year are displayed?

This was taken from my Maths Textbook Pg 167. Its really cool at first.

P.S = To find out when you were born requires your birth date.