Fantasy Galaxy

DREAMS

Don't you think dreams are wonderful?

Dreams could be about anything

From a gigantic tarantula to a beautiful sunset with loved ones

or it could even be about GOD.

To me dreams are what I would call a fantasy galaxy,

A place so amazing because

it could be sweet dreams about you and your love mate

or even you and your love mate in an argument

We only dream when either we worry something so much

till our mind can be thinking about it for an eternity

or it could be from the majestic feelings that you experience

either way, both are experienced by all humans

To be honest, I don't dream that much

Because there's only one dream that could make me feel like feather

and that is something I am not sharing with you all today

BooHoo.

But isn't it a waste when you dream about something so beautiful

and then you wake up,

forgetting half of the dream that just blowed up in your mind

knowing that you'll never dream the same thing twice,

I guess it's just something that I miss having,

one of those little small things that we occasionally take for granted,

like pineapple tarts, GOD I love them so much

Although we dream wonderful things

Unfortunately we too dream about the sad things

Things that can shatter your heart into a million pieces,

just like the stars in the empty dark pit

which we call it as a galaxy.

And with this,

I call dreams "fantasy galaxy"

because fantasy brings either joy or sorrow or anything

and galaxy because there it's a space where there is no limit for our imagination.

~ Fantasy Galaxy ~

P.S = I guess there's a reason why East and West are seperated.

Depression?? Depends On How You Define Depression

TALKING

It may seem harder than it actually is.
Talking has already started since the creation of mankind
By GOD of course.

It's so easy to talk to a friend who you may or may not be close to.
It's easy to talk to a stranger even if it's just saying "Hi".
It's so easy to talk to your family who are there for you.
It's so easy to talk to your lovely animals which always keep you accompanied.
It's so easy to talk about ANYTHING.

Yet, why can't I even say a proper HI?!
The awkwardness that we go through everyday.
Just so hard to talk to ♥.
Why?

Well there are always reasons though.
But that's not that what I'm blogging about.
I see her face.
She she's me.
We wave our hands.
-End Of Conversation-

So sad isn't it.
Thinking about it everyday.
Seriously hurts the thorns of a rose.
I guess ♥ is a rose.
Beautiful inside and outside.
Thorns sometimes cuts me.
: (

Ahh.. forget it.
I can't have everything I want.
Even if it could be what it is.
I know it's harder for her.
Haihz...
God save us.
God help us.
God guide us.
God,
Give me strength to face the days.

What the Future Holds For Us..

Heyz.. Any of you know the song Superman by Five for Fighting?
If you do then great, if you don't then I reckon you take some time and hear it
cause it very nice and full of feelings.
( Sounds kinda sensitive for a guy.. )

So today in a so called "Premier School",
we went to see all the colleges and universities that we might go to
like MARA, Lim Kok Wing, Inti, Cambridge, etc
This somehow has made me to realize about my future.

A 16 year old teen
Wishes to study Computer Games Designing.
Apparently I'm gonna go to LIM KOK WING located in Cyberjaya
That's in Tanah Melayu my friends.
The distance between my bro and Cyberjaya is like
From K.K to Tuaran,
perhaps 30-45minutes?

Sadly after SPM,
get my results,
immediately going to Lim Kok Wing,
to study there for 3 years and then see what happens next.

What REALLY caught me thinking is what I'm gonna leave here
Like most of my church buddies,
after SPM they went straight to their further studies.
What am I gonna miss?

A Whole Bunch Of Fun Kick-Ass Friends
From School & Church YO!

Yes I'll still be able to eat ABC and all that but
what about the fun moments in school and church?
Probably I'm gonna come back during certain semesters but
I won't be able to enjoy it as much as now though.
Sad...

As a conclusion,
Live your moments in K.K cause you won't know what might happen
NEXT...

P.S = I just want you to know that ...

Self Concious

To People Of ~!@#$%^&*()

So how have you all been doing for the past few days? Hopefully nothing much. So what's this post gonna be this time? And why am I asking so many questions? Well we're all curious because its our nature to be. Its how GOD made us. People say curiosity kill a cat but I don't really believe in that. Anyways to the body of this comprehension.

DISSECTION. Is it cruel? Is it just science? Is it BOTH??
So today we had to dissect a mice which apparently was awesome. Not much of the disgusted than the fun. Sadly it's still not nice to cut some little innocent creatures up and then skin them alive and cut their brains off. I guess its for the greater good of science. Come to think of it, we've been given life and we should appreciate it to the fullest. So if God gave those mouse lives and we took it away, wouldn't that be a sin?

Maybe it's just me being soft and all but it's really sad once u get to bond with something
and then you have to kill it :( I guess it's just how it was meant to be. Though I have to admit it was rather interesting. Hopefully the school wouldn't catch a new flu. Rodent flu to be exact.
As the French say, Au Revoir!

Peace.

Moving On

Lately I've felt very depressed
due to certain challenges that GOD has given me
I guess its a necessity for me in life
so that I can face them and go through it
even if it requires me to endure devastating pain.

LOVE
It is an expression or a feeling
that creates confusion in human beings
such as myself and the people around me
To know that one can love is joyful
But to know that one cannot love is tormenting

* Just like a diamond
* Makes me feel alive like a spark
Witnessing * eyes is exactly like blooming cherry blossoms
It mesmerizes ones soul so deep
as if you witnessed a glimpse of HEAVEN

But like diamonds
* cuts hearts so deep
it can turn ones eyes into waterfalls
To stop loving * its difficult
as if your telling me to not breathe air for eternity

So pain yet so sad
Even though she may have
already found her knight and shining armor
It breaks ones heart into a million pieces
but if * happy, then I'm glad

As time moves on
for it is inevitable to any living creature
I must move on
and forgot the past
for it is the right thing to do
and with GOD's grace
I hope that I'll be
ALRIGHT.