Wednesday, July 8, 2009

✟Self Reflection 2 - ✓

Ahh.. Greetings to all of you. Its been quite a hectic and heart - breaking week. Well anyways I think it's another time for me to have a self reflection again but this time I'll do things a lil differently. I'd probably got this idea from Sivik which is still a conspiracy made by the government to scam our money by making people to buy their books. Nevertheless here we go.

Firstly I think I am gonna stop DOTA. Yes you've got it right. I think I am gonna stop DOTA because it has caused lots of stress and problems with my life. Most of the foul words coming out from my mouth is mostly in dota with schoolmates which Caroline should NOT know. If i were to stop DOTA, I'd probably have more time to do other stuffs such as hanging out with friends ( not hanging out in cybercafe ). Not only that, I will also have alot of time to do my homework and study that is if I do study. Even though so, I'm still not sure yet but only time will tell.

Secondly, I've recently started daily devotion which is titled "Our Daily Bread" which is not only useful and meaningful but amazing because its kinda cool that someone can write all these for 3 months lasting. Just like what Vannessa told us during youth, we should continue doing daily devotions. No matter wether we have finished doing it or stopped cause of boredom or even somehow we just lost track, WE ALL should continue to do our daily devotion.

Third and lastly, I'm gonna do my best to stop saying foul words that Caroline and Jenny do not know of. Yes in church I might not say it at all or maybe just a little but in school its like a machine gun shooting bullets. No, im not proud of this. Every week I go to church and we keep saying forgive" us for our sins as we forgive those who sin againts us in thought, word and deed...". It might not be the exact words I assume but if I keep saying this and dont try my best to stop then I dont really see the point in saying this.

With that, I hope to be a better person. No, I'm not trying to be perfect because GOD didn't made us perfect. If he did then it probably be useless. Nobody's perfect. Not me. Not you. Noone. Only God is PERFECT.

P.S = If life had a formulae, then we wouldn't be in a real world.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Do we make the RIGHT CHOICES?

Now I've became a Christian for 2 years now. Though Im not baptised yet, but I believe in the Lord and praise him everyday. So I've started doing daily devotions since a week or so to further improve my bible knowledge and help to become a better Christian. One of the devotions that Ive just read and I find it very interesting was about CHOICES.

Just like God gave Adam and Eve choices. HE gave them the freedom to eat of all the trees in Eden except ONE TREE. They chose the wrong choice though and they were punished for that. Some people may accuse GOD of trying to control their lives but HE gave them choices.

GOD does draws boundary lines but its for our own protection. David ( Not David Lee ) understood this. Read Ps. 119:98-101 .

Lord, help us to obey Your Word,
To heed Your still, small voice ;
And may we not be swayed by men,
But make Your will our choice. - D. De Haan

God's Commandments were given to fulfill us, not to frustrate us.